It’s all about my blue blue sky…

 Ahi…it’s that time of the semester again…everytime when the results come out there will surely be a dramatic drop to my mood…. I’m always angry with myself when my result were not as good as i expected it to be…I always told myself that i need to add oil in the beginning of the sem but…by the end of the sem…i’ll lose all my spirit to study…I really can’t help myself…looking at the subjects that i know little of..and the lousy lecturer’s that the uni provides us…it’s really hard for me to give my best…
  oh yeah…and add to  the equation that there’s no one there to motivate and push me to excel and try harder…it makes it all the harder to study hard…that’s why i’ve asked maggie to push me next sem…hopefully with someone there to motivate me, i can perform better in my studies…hehe
  Really hope that my results wont continue dropping…i MUST ADD OIL!! To my coursemates who din perform that well in this sem…don’t think too much about it…what’s in the past is in the past…we’ll add oil together next sem…

Just came back from vacationing with coursemates…and i must admit, i had lots and lots of endless fun…This was my first time vacationing from one place to another with my friends…we went from kl to ipoh to penang and alor setar and all the way back. phew…sure…it was really tired but i enjoyed every minute of it…hehe.

  I’ll always remember the waterfall in lata kinjang…it was really nice and refreshing…the fact that we were the only one there gave it an extra point…hehe…we had the waterfall all to ourselves…we even get to choose the nicest spot on the waterfall…too bad it started to rain not long after we started playing…we had to stop cause it was starting to get dangerous…still remembered the last time i went to the waterfall in kota tinggi…almost met with the deathkeeper there…luckily got saved by a malay guy…hmmm…suddenly remembered that i forgot to say thank you for saving my life…^^ Also enjoyed myself in gua tempurung, but too bad we lost the chance to go on the grand tour…just missed it by half an hour…sobsob

  By the time we reach penang…all of us were dead tired…but we still managed to visit some tourist attraction spots and not to mention the food…wow…really nice and cheap…oh ya…lots of leng lui there too…wonder who said ipoh got lots of lenglui…they should change it to penang leng lui…^^

  didn’t do much in alor setar except eat lots of tasty seafood ^^ but spent my first time kayaking (not sure if it’s considered kayaking…hehe) gave my first time to zheng ii…haha…had endless fun kayaking while teasing zheng ii…hehe…sorry ah…cant resist it.

  Anyway…got lots of things to say but must end here…if not felicia wil complain that my blog is too long again…ok…guys, we must do this again some other time…next time, we go south…hehe….ciao…

I have a new favourite song…It’s called journey…actually it’s not a new song, it’s just that i started really listening to the song yesterday…and in the end i fell in love with it instantly. Started watching "At the dolphin bay" yesterday and "journey" was the series’ soundtrack…love the drama series love the song…hehe. Lots of leng lui and leng chai..gaga
  for those who haven’t heard the song…try it…but mayb u have to see the drama first…cause the effect isn’t quite the same…now i’m listening to it while studying…blasting away on my earphone…gotta continue studying liao…ciao!!

  Finally finished both of my assignments liao…Broke my record as i’ve finally managed to not sleep for one night…yay…but very tired lor…especially since it was spent in front of the computer doing programming…luckily maggie managed to finish it in 7.30 in the morning(the presentation was at 8am)…talk about a close call..phew…
  So, by next week time will be flooded with exams…but hor…really strange lor…cause not much exam stress this time…felicia just went out to kajang for satay and tieng still watching stephen chow’s movie…haha…as for me….trying really hard to focus…but not much success…hehe…mayb de exam fever will start hitting me by next week….ahi…not looking forward to it
  Anyway, will be going back to ipoh with friends after finals…don know wan take them go where play…oso no place other than gua tempurung…looking forward to gua tempurung though. This time must choose the water package…havent tried that yet…i’m sure it will be lots of fun….woohoo…hehe
  ok….wanna sleep liao….by next week sure not much time to sleep…so must cherish my sleeping time…ciao…

OMG…what are the lecturer’s trying to do? drown us with assignments and tests?! It’s like it’s not enough that they deny us our study break they have to burden us with extra assignments…
   sigh…feeling a bit down and useless here as i’ve spent hours and hours on my programming but there’s still not much progress with my programming…I guess i have to wait for maggie and see if she can detect where’s the problem…feel a bit like cursing…hehe…and there’s my homepage…sigh…hope i can finish it on time…
  Can’t wait for finals to be over and sem break to start…Then i can sleep all i want…

    hehe…something wrong happened with my first blog, i remembered posting it…but i cant seem to find it now…hmm….wonder what went wrong.
    Now it seems kind of strange writing a blog titled my first blog when i’ve already posted another one…ahi…. Anyway, the first blog was meant to intro my new blog account. hehe…okok…i’ll summarize the blog that was never posted since i cant help myself:)
    I started writing this blog due to a few reasons…one of them is my housemates. after much urging from felicia and tieng, i’ve decided to give it a try. after all, it is an outlet for me to express my feelings, thoughts and also the life and events of my everyday life and those closest to me…
    Ok…don want to bore u guys. I’m not really good at expressing myself vocally so i guess to know what’s going on inside my mind, you’ll have to start reading my blog. I’ll try my best to update it from time to time…always hoping that i wont get lazy along the way…hehe…as those closest to me will testify…ok…so see ya and ciao

    Eversince i was a little girl, I’ve always heard people say that we should cherish our friends, never take them for granted, or we’ll regret it when we lose them. I’m sure that it’s the same as all of u…however, i’ve always thought of "losing them" as losing them to death, and not due to some reasons that causes us to break our friendship. This thought of mine was sadly changed recently.

    Eversince i was small…i’ve always ventured carefully when making new friends. I was always the quiet girl whenever i am around strangers. They usually change their opinion on the quiet part after some duration..hehe.  In part, mayb it’s cause i’m shy…but most of all, I’m afraid i’ll hurt someone’s feelings or say the wrong thing. Thus, making a wrong impression on new acquaintances…I really do envy some of my friends..especially one my housemates..tieng..wow…you should see her…she makes friends so easily that it still ceases to amazes me…it really doesn’t matter your age, gender or even race once she sets out to know you…

    Anyway, back to the original route. considering that i’ve always ventured carefully in my friendship( always refraining myself from saying or doing the wrong thing) I’ve successfully managed to maintain my friendship with all of my friends, excluding those who i’ve lost contact to along the years of transferring from one state to another. This moving from one place to another is really not a good experience for me, at least not at first. I’ll always rmbr the bucket loads of tears i’ve shed for friends i was about to leave behind. But luckily due to the advance on internet, i did manage to stay in touch with some of them.

    Oh no…i do intend to stray from time to time. hehe…anyway, recently a friend of mine started giving  me a cold shoulder, and boy does he know how to give u the cold shoulder…i mean, brr….I was really shocked and until now i still dont understand what’s happenning…he says that i’m thinking too much…but most of my friends say that i’m usually insensitive to those around me, in another words blur…ahi…cant help it. The fact that i’m getting the cold shoulder is really bothering me especially when i’ve nothing to do. And due to the fact that he denies it, i can’t really mend our friendship..ahi…just hope that whatever that has happened between us is really just a misunderstanding and not that i’ve done something wrong without knowing it.

    Anyway, wish me luck cause i really hope this situation will change…I really do not want to lose a friend not even for the first time…this is an experience that i could live without…ok…so guys, cherish those around you k? treat them with respect and concern. As for me, i’ll try not to be so blur towards other’s feelings…so…ciao