Apr 09 2008
complicated person
According to my palm reading, I’m supposed to be a complicated person. And when i really think about it..i think…mayb i am…hehe…I dont even understand myself most of the time…
I really wish that everyone can get along with everyone…which i guess is almost equivalent to world peace…but at the same time…i enjoy watching war movies…really love the part where they plot strategy to outwit their enemy…ahi…
I really try to be a good person..to put other people before myself..but sometimes i really tend to think of myself first..ahi…selfish
I have limitless amount of patience when it comes to my friend and almost no patience when it comes to my family members..really trying to work on that..
I want to become an independent person…someone people can rely on…but most of the time…i depend on other people…
Most of the time i dont even understand what kind of person i am…i’m not really kind, not really selfish, not clever, not stupid, not hardworking, not really lazy, not a believer, not a cynic…ahi…i guess i can go on forever. It just really feels as if i’m nothing…complicated huh…