It’s all about my blue blue sky…

It seems lately that nothing is going smoothly for me…nothing i do seems to be enough…just when i’ve solved a problem, another comes along…please stop…i’m not sure if i can take it anymore…i’ve been trying to forget my problems…but lately it’s been really hard…i’m really afraid i’ll let people down bcause of my inabilities…really hope i’ll get through this and never again put myself in such a situation again…in the meantime, i hope i’ll b able to rest, forget my worries for a few days and recharge myself  before school reopens and the problems starts knocking again…

     Sometimes, the most simple things in our life makes us happy…simple things that we usually take for granted…things like a cup of hot coffee when it’s cold and raining outside, being able to snuggle into the warm comforts of your own bed when it’s raining outside, being able to take a cold bath when you’ve just been out in the scorching sun and having someone to comfort u when you’re feeling down and lonely…these things can be done by almost everyone and yet at certain times it leaves us feeling warm inside just being able to do these things
     Sometimes, the simplest things in life brings us happiness…Some people spend their life chasing after materialistic things and yet when they’ve found them they find that it is not enough and goes after the next best thing…They spend their life chasing goals after goals ignoring the simple things in life…oh…maybe i don’t really know what i’m saying since we are living in a materialistic world and most people are materialistic…but sometimes, it is important to take a break from the harsh realities of life and just do something simple that will bring you that special warmness in your heart, leaving a small smile on your face and a thought that mayb life is wonderful after all…
     So, what is it that makes you happy? simple things that we take for granted…share them and mayb when we’re feeling a bit lost and unhappy we’ll be able to do it too…

  After our Thai class, we went to sri petaling to eat porridge…sound weird? well, one of the reason is that tieng just had her wisdom tooth pulled out and can’t eat anything that’s too solid if u know what i mean So we went all the way to sri petaling to eat toad porridge…really tasty
  Anyway, after our breakfast we went our seperate ways. I need to go back to ipoh and cause none of my family members were free to give me a ride home i had to take a bus back all alone (my very first time…). Anyway,  i was dropped at the bukit jalil star line station which was right in front of stadium bukit jalil
  When i reached there, i was suddenly swept by a feeling of nostalgia. Still remembering the sounds of laughter and people talking loudly to each other so as to be heard over the crowds that were gathered there for the  commonwealth games 9 years ago…still can’t believe that so many years has gone by. Still remembered how much fun i had there and the excitement of being at the most happening place with my family and relatives…I really had to  control myself so that i did not venture and explore the stadium all by myself…it was really tempting but i managed to pull myself away…hmm…actually i’m still regretting that i did not explore the stadium
  Childhood memories are the sweetest and most memorable and when you least expect it, it will appear in your mind and heart, leaving you happy and mayb a little sad that you had to grow up so fast… but, i guess that’s life. Whether we like it or not, we have to grow up…Anyway,  hope that i will get a chance to go there once again…   :)

Did i made a bad choice choosing to take Thai language for this sem? I hope not but sometimes i really do think that this language is quite impossible to learn in such a short time…Don’t believe me? It has 44 consonants and 21 vowels…and that is only the very basics…even the written words are like an alien language altogether…However, i did have fun learning Thai…especially the speaking part…sawat di: kha
  Anyway, will have to make more effort for this language…especially since we’re having our first test next week…mayb should ask tieng for help…sometimes she really sounds as if she has a natural talent for this language…haha. Hey, mayb we could go to Thai during our sem break…Then we can really use what we’ve learned…hehe…mayb they will evenn give us more discount when we talk in their language…haha…

    I guess my blog sometimes functions as my own mini memoirs…keeping tabs of happy memories collected along the road call life…Today, i’m happy to announce that i have gain lots and lots of fun and happy memories on my 3rd year course night…
   For this memorable day, me and a few of my coursemates have spent many a time in shopping malls, searching and hunting down not only dresses but also accessories…and for those guys who don’t know…there are lots of essential accessories such as bracelets, ear-rings, nacklaces, nail-polish, shoes…etc etc  Anyway, the process was really enjoyable since i do like shopping…hehe
    Starting at 1pm coursemates started arriving for the war that was about to be fought…first to be conquered was our hair…after more than 2 hours all of us had hairstyles like those u’ve seen in movies…we even have a mongolian princess , manchu princess and superstar…all this thanks to felicia and mun rui(siao loong too)…the next step was the make-up…by the time we were ready to leave our home, it was already 5.45…whew…we were late but,who cares since we’ve won the war and everyone that emerged from the house were like butterflies breaking out of their cocoon…
  Had lots and lots of fun during  course night…some might say that we were "syok sendiri" but as long as we had fun, it doesn’t really matter right? The food were moderate but we were kept entertained by the juniors…took lots and lots of photos  today that it was quite amazing that my smile did not get stuck on my face:) can’t wait to get the photos so i can upload some on friendster..anyway, by the time we left bukit jalil i was really kind of high ady…hehe. Next, we went to McD to continue our celebration…again, took photos…really, it’s starting to get addictive
   By the time we ended our celebration and went home, everyone was dead tired…but of course, we weren’t allowed to sleep. We had to remove our make-up and wash our hair. Which is why i’m sitting in front of my laptop writing my blog, waiting for my hair to dry…quick, quickly dry la…i can already feel my eye bag getting bigger and my eyes drooping ady…i guess i better end this post here…and guys?? don’t say that this post is too long, k? ciao…