Mar
23
2007
hehe…something wrong happened with my first blog, i remembered posting it…but i cant seem to find it now…hmm….wonder what went wrong.
Now it seems kind of strange writing a blog titled my first blog when i’ve already posted another one…ahi…. Anyway, the first blog was meant to intro my new blog account. hehe…okok…i’ll summarize the blog that was never posted since i cant help myself:)
I started writing this blog due to a few reasons…one of them is my housemates. after much urging from felicia and tieng, i’ve decided to give it a try. after all, it is an outlet for me to express my feelings, thoughts and also the life and events of my everyday life and those closest to me…
Ok…don want to bore u guys. I’m not really good at expressing myself vocally so i guess to know what’s going on inside my mind, you’ll have to start reading my blog. I’ll try my best to update it from time to time…always hoping that i wont get lazy along the way…hehe…as those closest to me will testify…ok…so see ya and ciao
Mar
22
2007
Eversince i was a little girl, I’ve always heard people say that we should cherish our friends, never take them for granted, or we’ll regret it when we lose them. I’m sure that it’s the same as all of u…however, i’ve always thought of "losing them" as losing them to death, and not due to some reasons that causes us to break our friendship. This thought of mine was sadly changed recently.
Eversince i was small…i’ve always ventured carefully when making new friends. I was always the quiet girl whenever i am around strangers. They usually change their opinion on the quiet part after some duration..hehe. In part, mayb it’s cause i’m shy…but most of all, I’m afraid i’ll hurt someone’s feelings or say the wrong thing. Thus, making a wrong impression on new acquaintances…I really do envy some of my friends..especially one my housemates..tieng..wow…you should see her…she makes friends so easily that it still ceases to amazes me…it really doesn’t matter your age, gender or even race once she sets out to know you…
Anyway, back to the original route. considering that i’ve always ventured carefully in my friendship( always refraining myself from saying or doing the wrong thing) I’ve successfully managed to maintain my friendship with all of my friends, excluding those who i’ve lost contact to along the years of transferring from one state to another. This moving from one place to another is really not a good experience for me, at least not at first. I’ll always rmbr the bucket loads of tears i’ve shed for friends i was about to leave behind. But luckily due to the advance on internet, i did manage to stay in touch with some of them.
Oh no…i do intend to stray from time to time. hehe…anyway, recently a friend of mine started giving me a cold shoulder, and boy does he know how to give u the cold shoulder…i mean, brr….I was really shocked and until now i still dont understand what’s happenning…he says that i’m thinking too much…but most of my friends say that i’m usually insensitive to those around me, in another words blur…ahi…cant help it. The fact that i’m getting the cold shoulder is really bothering me especially when i’ve nothing to do. And due to the fact that he denies it, i can’t really mend our friendship..ahi…just hope that whatever that has happened between us is really just a misunderstanding and not that i’ve done something wrong without knowing it.
Anyway, wish me luck cause i really hope this situation will change…I really do not want to lose a friend not even for the first time…this is an experience that i could live without…ok…so guys, cherish those around you k? treat them with respect and concern. As for me, i’ll try not to be so blur towards other’s feelings…so…ciao
